I've just discovered this very sweet version of the much loved (and much sung) hymn of Charles Wesley, And can it be, which I have known from my earliest days as a Christian. The new tune has enabled me to think about the words with a fresh appreciation.
It's helped me to regain some of the shock of a lovely, holy God finding it in his heart to value, accept and love me.
'Amazing love how can it be that Thou my God shouldn't die for me?'And then that feeling off 'why me'? Which I increasingly feel as I go on my way though into 'older'(!!) age, why bother with me God? There's plenty of better material out there.
'Tis mercy all immense and free, for oh my God it found out me'But cometh the end and I face God, what do I offer Him? My feeble efforts of prayer or church attendance, sermons, giving or niceness? Nope, none of that will count. Indeed I'll want to hang my head in shame for all the 'devices and desires' of my heart. But yet I'll not even approach God with my head in my hands, for I can approach Him boldly. Blimey that is a indeed a shock. Long may I feel like that.
'Bold I approach the eternal throne and claim the crown through Christ my own'.